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#42: The Disorder I Didn’t Know I Had: Healing from Dissociative Identity Disorder
I thought I was healing. But no matter how much work I did… I still felt like I was living someone else’s life.
What I didn’t know at the time was that I had Dissociative Identity Disorder (DID), a trauma response so...
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#41: “Why Isn’t Your Dad in Jail?” Facing the System, Fear & What Justice Really Means
Why didn’t you take him to court?
Why isn’t he in jail?
This is the #1 question I get asked and in this raw, unfiltered episode of The Trauma Queen, I finally answer it.
I walk you through the terrifying reality...
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#40: Former Police Officer Reveals: The System is Failing Survivors
In this powerful episode of The Trauma Queen, I sit down with Kristi McVee, a former police officer who spent over a decade in child protection and sex crime investigations.
Kristi opens up about the heartbreaking...
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#39: Episode 39 – "Repressed Memories, Flashbacks & False Memory Myths: How to Know If It Really Happened
If you’ve ever questioned whether a flashback was real or felt terrified you were “making it all up,” this episode is for you. Today, I dive deep into one of the most common (and misunderstood) trauma responses:...
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#38: A Message to My Father: Speaking the Truth About Abuse, Fear & Survival
This is the hardest episode I’ve ever recorded. It’s raw, unfiltered, and deeply personal.
In today’s solo episode, I speak directly to the man who abused me—my father. I’ve lived in fear of what he might do if I...
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#37: I Gave Birth… and Left the Hospital Empty-Handed": How Peta Turned Unimaginable Grief Into Her Calling
EPISODE 37 – "You Don't Leave With Nothing"
The stillbirth, the silence, and the soul-level strength of my cousin Peta.
This week’s episode is tender, brave, and unforgettable.
I sat down with my cousin Peta, who...
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#36: The Truth Behind Healing, Hustle & Showing Up Online
Ever found yourself questioning if you’ve really healed—or if you’ve just mastered high-functioning survival?
In this raw, real-life chat, Jess and Steph peel back the filters and talk honestly about the pressure to...
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#35: The Identity Behind the Empire — With Georgie Stevenson
Episode 35: The Identity Behind the Empire — With Georgie StevensonWhat happens when you’ve built an eight-figure empire, achieved every milestone, and still feel numb inside?
In this powerful and deeply honest...
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Why Do I Feel Like I Can’t Trust After Infidelity?
Episode 34: Why Do I Feel Like I Can’t Trust After Infidelity? Trauma, Betrayal & Rebuilding Safety in LoveIn this deeply personal episode of The Trauma Queen, Jessica Ella explores the emotional wreckage that...
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Why Do I Get Stuck in Negative Thought Patterns?
Episode 33: Why Do I Get Stuck in Negative Thought Patterns? Trauma, Mental Loops & the Fear Beneath the SpiralIn this powerful episode of The Trauma Queen, Jessica Ella explores one of the most frustrating...
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Why Do I Feel Like I’ll Never Be Truly Happy or at Peace?
Episode 32: Why Do I Feel Like I’ll Never Be Truly Happy or at Peace? Trauma, the Happiness Trap & Reclaiming AlivenessIn this powerful episode of The Trauma Queen, Jessica Ella dives into one of the most...
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Why Do I Feel Less Powerful In Relationships?
Episode 31: Why Do I Feel Less Powerful in Relationships? Trauma, Triggers & Losing Yourself in LoveIn this vulnerable and soul-hitting episode of The Trauma Queen, Jessica Ella unpacks a painful yet common...
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